Dreams & Drugs
Posted by Comman_Anomaly | Posted in | Posted on Thursday, November 12, 2009
I keep having dreams where I'm socialising normaly. They're freaking great dreams!
I used to typically dream about my fantasies now those dreams are crossing over to something else. But I'm still fantasising heavily, I keep dreaming that I'm one of the employees in
The Office & I work right near Angela. And me & her don't have much in common except for cats. Then I think I remember Andy works near too. I really like that show because the people in it act like people actually act instead of the average slapstick sitcom.
I guess I'm a bit too invested in the show, lol. If I fantasize about working there as either Elaine or an offshoot of myself I'm most likely to keep that in my head, I don't know why.
I have my one main world that I like to think of as reality & all other fantasies are just fantasies, they don't actually "happen" in my main world.
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Also, I've thought about it & I've decided that I am not going to increase my dosage of Cymbalta from 60mg to 90mg. I don't care what my doc says, I know my depression is situational. And I'm not going to raise the dose because I'm experiencing pain that I need to feel.
I'm happy with the 60mg, it does wonderfully at keeping me grounded & that's that.
I will not raise my dose, of course I didn't have the guts to tell my doctor that. Hmmm.
I used to typically dream about my fantasies now those dreams are crossing over to something else. But I'm still fantasising heavily, I keep dreaming that I'm one of the employees in
The Office & I work right near Angela. And me & her don't have much in common except for cats. Then I think I remember Andy works near too. I really like that show because the people in it act like people actually act instead of the average slapstick sitcom.
I guess I'm a bit too invested in the show, lol. If I fantasize about working there as either Elaine or an offshoot of myself I'm most likely to keep that in my head, I don't know why.
I have my one main world that I like to think of as reality & all other fantasies are just fantasies, they don't actually "happen" in my main world.
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Also, I've thought about it & I've decided that I am not going to increase my dosage of Cymbalta from 60mg to 90mg. I don't care what my doc says, I know my depression is situational. And I'm not going to raise the dose because I'm experiencing pain that I need to feel.
I'm happy with the 60mg, it does wonderfully at keeping me grounded & that's that.
I will not raise my dose, of course I didn't have the guts to tell my doctor that. Hmmm.
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