I went over had Thanksgiving, (there were not as many desserts as I thought) I didn't say much, got another "you're quiet" comment, petted a very stinky chihuahua & took a somewhat silent pride in feeling full without even eating everything on my plate.
Okay I was very proud considering that when I was at the height of my compulsive overeating phase of my disorder, I would cleaned my plate & then some.
It was my parents, my two older brothers (in their twenties), the younger one of my brother's wife & their one year-old son (my nephew) & her (my sister in-law) parents.

And you know what is the oddest thing? My sister in-law has a younger brother who's my age that isolates even more than me. Haha, makes me feel less weird! Very much like me from what I've heard from his family. He stays in his room all the time on his computer, comes out only if he needs to, loves animals, is into the hard left-wing political persuasion & almost certainly has an eating disorder (said he wasn't hungry one of the times he came out) from what I've heard.
Very thin (although you can't gauge an ED on thinness, but I don't know if thinness is his goal or not), only eats specific things measured & unprocessed & I think I once heard from someone that he said that there was no point in gorging yourself even if you were still hungry - something along those lines.
And then yesterday when me & my mom were over at my brother & my sis in-law's new house, she said that he's been up late at night eating a ton, which set of a red flag for me.

If you're going to get all diagnosy, then I'd say he's a orthorexic\anorexic & an avoidant & or schizoid.
Just cool that I know of one person similar to me in the real world.
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I was thinking about something on the way home: You know, the need for human interaction is not something that you can deny wanting forever.
Think about it this way, our bodies need vitamin C, no matter how much we hate oranges or citrus fruits, we can only go so long without before we are crying out for it whether we know it or not.
You can say how much you hate oranges, it's a drag to eat them, you don't need them.
That's bullshit. Eventually you get scurvy, eventually you become deprived & sick, you can't deny then that maybe what would help is an orange. For years, I've taken the cheap supplement, keeps the wheels turning but just isn't as good as the real thing.