Gloomy no.2

Posted by Comman_Anomaly | Posted in | Posted on Monday, January 18, 2010

Ever feel like being "well" is as unnatural & episodic as being sick is for some people?
I feel like I do not know how to be well, like it's just a fluke when I am. I'm just a sick person, I wish I'd just be left alone. I don't want to hear that this is a normal phase that everyone goes through in a 12-step program (and yes I have heard it)..... don't tell me this is a fucking phase!
Hell with it, I'm tired of thinking, no one knows, no one can know how it is like for me because they are not me. And besides they have no idea how ill I am, they have no clue.

"Well, just open up & let someone in, get friends & you'll be happy. Put yourself out there, don't be scared....." Oh for god's sake, leave me alone.

I'm so gloomy right now, sorry.

Comments (1)

Nobody understands you!?!?!?! You MUST have problems!

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